post number six

i wish i could say my uncle was better.. but i can only say two words; "no change." those two words are i'll i've heard for the past 4 days. no better no worse. i may be going to the hospital all day tomorrow with my nan.. she's definitely my main concern. sick relatives puts a lot of things in perspective; it sits this dark cloud on you. you can feel it pressing down on you. it's instinctive so you don't realize it was there till it's gone. this will either be when he shows signs of getting better, or god forbid, he doesn't.

when you can't stop smiling after you talk to him, and you still get butterflies in your stomach and that huge smile across your face every time you see him; that tells you that he'll always be something to you

perhaps when we find ourselves wanting everything, it is because we are dangerously close to wanting nothing.

Yeah, about your face. you should totally get that fixed.

Obstacles are put in our way to see if what we want is worth fighting for.

The best feeling in the world is doing something that everyone else said you couldn't.

Don't follow something you really mean with "just kidding"to make things less awkward. Make things awkward. Make someone stand there fighting without knowing what to say. Because no matter how they react, you put yourself out there. Laid it on the table. Poured out your soul.

right now, someone you haven't met

is out there wondering what it would

be like to meet someone like you.

believe deep down in your

heart that you're destined

to do great things. 

  

 “I had a boyfriend who told me I’d never succeed, never be nominated for a Grammy, never have a hit song, and that he hoped I’d fail. I said to him, ‘Someday, when we’re not together, you won’t be able to order a cup of coffee at the fucking deli without hearing or seeing me.'"

- Lady GaGa

YOU GO GIRL

 

that's the problem with people who mean what they say,

they assume everyone else does too.

Girls improve their looks, not their minds,

because we all know guys are stupid, not blind.

I'll know I'm over you

When I see 11:11

and my first thought

isn't something about you.

Love is not who you can see yourself with.

It is who you can't see yourself without.

how can you brush off a hurtful comment when it's by the one person you least want to hear it from?

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i don't like it when someone tells me

something about myself that i haven't yet realized.

if i lack the courage to tell myself something revealing,

i am not ready to hear it from someone else.

i love who i am

so you don't have too.

-xLimewireJunkie1x

 

i don't know what i want to do with my life

i don't know what i want right now.

all I know is that i'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me,

and one day, there won't be any of me left.

everything that ever caused a tear to trickle down my cheeks,

i ran away and hid from it.

but now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me

and i don't know what to do. i just know that the pain I felt so long ago,

it's hurting ten times more.

 

but aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes? i don't consider this a mistake, i just wish the story didn't end this way, cause i'm still in love with the person who helped me write it

You can tell a lot about a person’s character by what they smile about.

Here's a condom.

I figured since you're acting like a dick

you should start to dress like one.

You can't save the damsel if she loves her distress.
-Gossip Girl

this picture means more to me than you could ever imagine. it's why we're best friends. she''s my favorite, always.  sincerely yours, pepper.