post number seventeen

well i'm back to school tomorrow. yuck. and it's only for an hour. which completely puts a terrible dent in my day. i am however excited to be getting back to a structured life. it'd be better if i wasn't enjoying it was with my brother.. but hey, you can't have everything you want. 

i'm the type of girl who gets wrapped into showmances wholeheartedly. and i hatee when the main characters are in love, but they continually dance around eachother. bones and booth, chuck and blair, lane and britney, castle and (can't remember her name) etc. i could name a million more. lane and britney are at the forefront of my mind right now because of big brother. love the show and i really wish they'd get together. meant to be. for sure.

another showmance that is nagging at me is mcnally and sam. rookie blue is currently my favorite show! i absolutely love them together. two hour finale tonightt! 

 boys are frustrating and confusing and i am completely and indefinitely going to make them come to me. 

 

in a different color, this could make a kick ass prom dress. i intend to get it made

 sometimes, things don't work out.
sometimes, as much as you believed it
when you said forever, it doesn't make it real.
reality is a curse the strong wear with pride.

she was a girl that spoke her mind , never played games, && acted confident when she could barely stand looking in the mirror . she didn't gloat of her achievements or tell of them even though she had many. she lived in mistakes, in past regrets, && she's just beginning to realize that sometimes you can`t change things. that you can't go back in the past. && sometimes, you just have to move on. because
life's too short to dwell on the unchangeable.

I'm not that good of a person. I make mistakes. I have
regrets. I act a lot smarter than I really am. I cry. I
laugh way too loud when something isn't really that
funny and sometimes the mean things people say
about me can really get to me. 

You can't tell someone you love them
and then change your mind; that's not
how it works. once you love someone,
you always love them, don't you?
isn't there a part of you who thinks of
him for no reason what so ever? They'll
always be in the back of your mind, and
no matter how much you love someone
else, you always love him too.

she's different. she dosent care what others think. She does what she wants, wears what she wants, says what she wants. She's the most outgoing girl you will ever meet. But you will never know because she hold's it all inside.

One of the Worst Feelings
 in the world is having to
 doubt something you thought was
 unquestionable

"Maybe all men are a drug.
Sometimes they bring you down
and sometimes they get you so high."
-Sex & The City

20 years from now, at
our high school reunion,
everyone will be catching
up with old time friends;
We`ll be laughing about
something that happened
y e s t e r d a y .

no, she's not fine,
but she's a wonderful actress

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

Someone asked me,
"why do you like him so much?"
but before i could even reply my
best friend put her hand over my mouth,
and said " don't even get her started".

what you don't know can't hurt you,
it's what we suspect that screws everything up.

reciting the alphabet is really hard to do if you're trying not to sing it. 

want to know why i love you?
it's cause you loved me,
when i didn't love myself.
it's cause you held up my beauty for me to see,
it's cause you cared for me unconditionally.
it's cause for the first time in my life.
i didn't have to work so hard,
at being happy

love is when you walk all the way to the other side
of the classroom to sharpen your pencil in order to
walk by him, then realizing that your pencil is a mechanical one

sometimes I hope we're still friends when I get married.
I hope that I'll invite you to the wedding and you'll come.
then you'll see me as the happiest girl in the world.
you'll see me with a guy that treats me right
and loves me more than himself.
you'll see all that you could've had
and you'll regret letting me go.
but the thing that I want you to see the most is that
I survived without you.

-decorating consists of bookshelves favorite

if he takes the time to argue back
he cares a lot more than you think

He was tall, and she was short.
he was shy, and she was outgoing.
he was handsome, but man she was beautiful. they were different in many ways,
but it was how they came together
when no one was looking that
caught the two of them off guard.

-louise* you have got to know who this one is about. look at the physical description and personality. honest to god.

home is not always where the heart is..

-decorating consists of bookshelves

s p e a k your mind
even if your voice shakes

were only young once,
so let's fuck this up right. <3

At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them.   

- grey's anatomy

the only thing i regret about highschool isnever getting to do half the things i heard i did.

You know, people always ask are you okay?But they're never really expecting the truth..
Cause the reality of the matter is, if I was okay,
You wouldn't have to wonder.

 

sweetie, i'm over you
now it's time to get over yourself

 i was born to be stubborn, to be
a little bit bitchy, to push people
to push myself. i was taught never
to take life for granted, to live a
little, to love with everything i had.to never give up, to believe in myself,
but most of all, fight for myself.

Stop concentrating on who you
want to be & start concentrating
on who you already are.

some dreams just aren't meant to come true.i hate that i learned that from you.

maybe that whole love thing is just a grown-up version of santa claus;
just a myth we've been fed since childhood.
so, we keep buying magazines, joining clubs, doing therapy
and watching movies with hit pop songs played over love montages,
all in a pathetic attempt to explain
why our love santa keeps getting caught in the chimney

-decoratingconsistsofbookshelves favorite    

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Trying to forget someone you
love is like trying to remember
someone you never met.

trying to decide.

I'm not a little girl anymore.
I've learned who to trust & who to ignore
some girls don't know a thing &
a suit case full of drama is about all they bring.

You know she's your best friend when
she wakes you up in the middle of the
night and says, "move over you whore." 

-thanks piphinie, i really enjoy our late night talks. hahah

People spread rumors in two seconds flat.
She did this & he did that.
Well i don't give a fuck.
Now go spread that