post number twenty six

if you hadn't already guessed from the amount of times i've mentioned it.. i love louis vuitton. like, really love it. i recently had a picture of paris hilton and her collection on here. which is why i didn't include any of the luggage pieces i have picked out because that would be kind of redunant. 

this past week flew. and not for positive reasons.. 

it's been stressful, and painful, and most of all- devastating.

but in a way, it's almost a relief to have to deal with something as silly as teenage heartbreak. i mean with the moronic and unnecessary bs i deal with on a day to day basis.. it was almost invigorating to feel such.. minor pain. 

it hurt and i still think about it a bit. but i had a major turn around thursday evening. i said to myself, you know what? i've been through worse and the worst is yet to come. why add something unnecessary to my stress list. you'd swear like the boy was the catch of the town. NOT.

 so i'm quite relieved.

i was looking through halloween costumes that time.. not quite sure what i'll be.

cannot believe my godchild is almost a year old.. where does the time go? i was so touched when they asked me to be the godmother. i'd said to myself how amazing itd be, but i never dreamt that that'd happen. i was beyond emotional. it's a moment i'll never forget. there's these papers people sign in which if anything ever happened to both parents someone else gets custody of the child. the parents take care of these things and have it legalized just in case. i want my name to be put down for luke. i'm sure you have to be 18 or something stupid like that.. but then the very day i turn 18 i want it legalized. but how do i bring it up to my aunt and uncle.. i'm sure they've considered it bc there's no one else.. the godfather is NO where near responsible enough.

i know this is a big responsibility and a huge decision.. but how could i ever want anything else? i am SO close to that family and luke is the most important human being in this entire world to me. you think it's your parents or your boyfriend or your best friend but it's not. the first time i ever saw that child, he became my whole world. my thing i'd die for. 

so yes, god forbid (it'd kill me if it happened), something could happen when i'm just 18 or 19 and luke would become my respsonibility and my life would change forever. i wouldn't get to carry out all my plans or dreams. but how could any of that be more important? it'd be selfish to be more concernced with that. and i would put my whole being into to tryyy to become half the mother my aunt is. because she is the best. no mother in this world does for their kids what she does.

so yes, it's huge to sign a piece of paper like that, but i want to more than anything.

i am so very impressed with my huge blurb for you this evening.

 

About all you can do in life is be who you are. Some people will love you for you. Most will love you for what you can do for them, and some won't like you at all.

before you go into battle, you better decide how much you’re willing to lose

if this is what you want,
i’m fine with that but please don’t
ever come back, you had your chance.

It takes a boy to create a baby,
but a man to raise one.

Never forget what they did to you and
never let them know you remember.

every girl deserves one really expensive pair of shoes. i really want these.

Everything good in life is either immoral, illegal or fattening.

the only people you need in
your life are the ones that
prove they need you in theirs.

It ain't what they call you,
it's what you answer to.

the world is gonna throw us a million reasons why this isn't gonna work out. but i'm armed with one reason why it will.

-- Boy Meets World

You can't find the right person
If you never let go of the wrong person.

the worst thing about being lied to
is knowing that you're not worth the truth.

Beauty should be judged by the size of your heart,
not the size of your jeans.  

if you want me, then fight for me
because i'm done fighting like hell for you

                                

                               I guess I'm not nearly as strong as the drink in your glass.

     You`re single. Make the best out of it. It doesn`t mean you`re not good enough for anyone;                                                   it means no one is good enough for you.

 Who are you to judge the life I live? I`m not perfect and I don`t live to be, but before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean.

 -- Bob Marley

 

i really love the shape of this dress..