post number thirty seven

i'm back. although it may have seeemed like i droppped off the face of the earth, i unfortunately have not. i definitely considered the underside of the bridge today but, i am as i said, still here.

yuck

things are pretty intense here lately. setting up a chat with my uncle. and it scares the hell out of me. i am about to ruin my family. yay me. why is it always up to me? everyone around me says, oh it's not my place, or it's not this ones place.. why the FUCK is it my'n? i am the 16 yr old mother hen, that doesn't mean it is my place. jesus, i am so sick of having to do everything in this house. include break my fathers heart.

god dammit

on a lighter note me and r are talking lots. but hey, i still haven't recieved an invite to prom :(

i gets tosee hp saturday!! i cannot wait. although i am very nervous about driving in with phicks :|

i wish i was going with j :( we're hp buds. but it didn't seem like it was gonna happen so... hp premiere next year no matter WHAT. i'm almost excited for breaking dawn. however, it is being broken into two movies -_-

oh no, i just realized i have to wear 3d glasses for the moviee.. i alreadyyy have glassess.

hmm.. what else to tell you.
 whore just asked me what i wanted engraved on my ipod.. i told her:
"well-behaved women 
rarely make history)

i am very poor. i never worked a second this pay period. didn't realize hours would be this far and few between.. i won't even remember how to do anything by the time i go back. if i do.

anways, i'll shut up and hunt down some quotes for you. enjoy

p.s. found a dress today that may equal my love for the hunter green one. lemme kno what you think

xo

it's my responsibility as your best friend
to make sure you do exciting things
even when y ou don't want to.
- - Gilmore Girls

 (thanks m hahah)

Aerodynamically, the bumblebee
Shouldn't be able to fly,
But the bumblebee doesn't know it,
So it keeps flying anyway.

thanks for making me a fighter

Everyone in town wanted to be around you,
this went on for awhile until they finally found you.