post number twenty two

i have been terribly neglectful of this aspect of my updates. i always find a bundle of quotes and picture but i never say enough.

i've been a bundle of jealousy lately and there is no milder way to put it. it is a serious case of i do not want him but no one else can have him either. so i'm starting to think the only solution to this is.. i do want him. more than anything. we always strive for the ones we'll never get, stringing along the ones we know aren't going anywhere. someone has to start a trend of loving the right person; and i'm all about starting trends :)

made a new/old friend lastnight. really enjoyed her presence. it was fun. i hope we do it again. k enjoyed it too so..

i hate being female, it is so painful. and as i have mentioned in this blog at least twice already- no doctor will perform a historectemy on a perfectly healthy 16 yr old teenager. frig

i'm been very selfconscious lately. especially with winter coming. when this weeek ends i have to finish with the junk and start walking. pleasee someone kick my but and make me do ittttt

xo 

She is much better off without him.
Her smiles aren't fake now.
Her heart finally realized
what her head had been saying all along
"I deserve better."

Sometimes I just want to throw

my head back and scream

that I can't stand being me.

people ask me why it's so hard to trust people,
& i ask them why is it so hard to keep a promise

May your trails be crooked, winding, lonesome, dangerous; leading to the most amazing view. May your mountains rise into and above the clouds.

--Edward Abbey  

A jealous female can be tricked into anything.

--Peter Pan 

Keep looking up.
There's nothing on the ground but your feet.

So you failed.
Wanna be really great?
Have the courage to fail big and stick around.
Make them all wonder why you're still smiling.

You think everything's okay...
You think it's all true.
But what you don't realize is I'm a good actress, too.

I think I’m in love with him,
but I don’t know if we can ever be together.

There is a condition worse than blindnessAnd that is seeing something that isn't there.

According to Greek mytholgy, humans were originally created with four arms, four legs, and a head with two faces. Fearing their powers, Zeus split them into two parts; condemning them to spend the rest of their lives in search of their other halves.

 
It's hard to watch people change right in front of you.
But the worst part is remembering who they used to be.

When you set out to be original, prepare to be copied.