it's a big world out there & it's waiting: post number thirty two

everything is very hectic and confusing lately. i'm very drained.

i'm going on the pill in a couple weeks. see if i can manage to function all 4 weeks out of a month and not just 3. today was the worst, for a number of reasons.

christmas has officially begun here on the hill though. christmas aprons music and cookies.

it's halloween weekend so i watched a horror movie with mom tonight. i imagine i'll be up all night without sleep.

i have an eye appt wednesday so new glasses for me :D i am SO excited i can not even express it. i know what i want and i know they won't have it and i'll be pissed. oh well, my fingers are crossed anyway.

i'd really really like to find a nice new outfit in town too.

"And now, I'm just trying to change the world, one sequin at a time."

— Lady Gaga

"Love is like a brick. You can build a house, or you can sink a dead body."

— Lady Gaga

"I'm obsessively opposed to the typical."

— Lady Gaga

‎"Do not allow people to dim your shine because they are blinded. Tell them to put on some sunglasses, cuz we were born this way bitch!"

— Lady Gaga

I quit. I'm over you. I fell so hard. I was
always there when you needed to talk to someone.
Yeah so basically I`m tired of being just a "friend" or
chasing you. So if you want me, I`m here. but I`m done wasting
all my time on someone who doesn`t care.

Four hundred years ago , another well-known English guy had an opinion about being alone. John Donne. He thought we were never alone. Of course, it was fancier when he said it. “No man is an island entire unto himself.”

"In the end, I think the relationships that survive in this world are the ones where two people can finish each other’s sentences. Forget drama and torrid sex and the clash of opposites. Give me banter any day of the week."

"You were just a goddamn cop car. I was just like all the others, you would never notice me. I wasn't the one you would ever pull over."

If the world is such a cold place, make it youre business to start building fires

i'd like to convince you of something you might not initially agree with

although we adore men individually,
we agree that as a group they're rather stupid
- Mary Poppins

Life moves pretty fast.If you don't stop to look around once in a while you could miss it.--Ferris Bueller

"It's better to keep your mouth shut and be thought of a fool, rather than to open it and remove all doubt."
Abraham Lincoln

"Not all chemicals are bad. Without chemicals such as hydrogen and oxygen, for example, there would be no way to make water, a vital ingredient in beer."

Dave Barry

"We've been sent here to raise hell and cause chaos."
Tom Petty

"You don’t get harmony when everybody sings the same note."
Doug Floyd
 

i'm suddenly all about the new ideas..

things i don't ever want to forget:

fuck ***** and the boat she came in on

-m

of course i would

no you wouldn't... but you could keep me company

no id keep you company

shoulda coulda woulda

i didnt pay much attention to the tv anyway

you wouldn't get to bc i wouldnt be going as fast as i usually would with you with me

i dont know, i thinks about it myself, but i unno

-r

I am beyond proud of the little door mat that lives next door to me and the woman that she has become in spite of everything she has dealt with in her short life, I hope one day I will be as strong as her.

-s