post number thirty

tonight, rather than vent about my own foolishness.. i will merely say this:

the four of us have been together a long time. i hope it's always going to be like that. we're a group of best friends that you find in the pages of a novel or the scenes of a movie. we've a special bond that i would insult by trying to describe. we're the kind of friends you don't have to second guess about. when one of us hurts, we all feel it like it's our own pain. so i hope she feels better soon. sometimes, the words aren't available to comfort with. this situation is different. as they all are i suppose. i'm sorry and i love you <3   we all do.

a m k e <3

It hurts to know you'll never remember the things i'll never forget.

You know, I used to spend every day thinking about you and dreaming about you, and every time you walked by I lost myself. Do you know what that feels like? And you couldn't possibly know what it feels like to have that person not have the same feelings back. Look, I'm sorry if you miss the way I looked at you, but I don't miss the way you never looked at me.
-Dawson's Creek

Love is a fire. But whether it is going to warm your heart or burn down your house, you can never tell.

"Don't be fooled by the calendar. There are only as many
days in the year as you make use of."
-Charles Richards

"Life is full of risks anyway, why not take them?"
-Lindsay Lohan

Just because it's not what you expected,
doesn't mean it isn't everything you've
been waiting for all along.

You will always have a little piece of my heart,
 that no one else will ever be able to take.

Start a revolution; love your body.

do whatever you want, and if you do
something that you know you will regret in
the morning, just sleep past noon.

 

Unless we make Christmas an occasion to share our blessings, all the snow in Alaska won't make it 'white'."
~ Bing Crosby (1904-1977), American singer and film actor. 

It is Christmas in the heart that puts Christmas in the air."
~ W. T. Ellis 

Christmas is a necessity. There has to be at least one day of the year to remind us that we're here for something else besides ourselves."
~ Eric Sevareid (1912-1992), American newscaster. 

 

 

Once again we find ourselves enmeshed in the Holiday Season, that very special time of year when we join with our loved ones in sharing centuries-old traditions such as trying to find a parking space

at the mall. We traditionally do this in my family by driving around the parking lot until we see a shopper emerge from the mall, then we follow her, in very much the same spirit as the Three Wise Men, who 2,000 years ago followed a star, week after week, until it led them to a parking space. 

Dave Barry

And the Grinch, with his Grinch-feet ice cold in the snow, stood puzzling and puzzling, how could it be so? It came without ribbons. It came without tags. It came without packages, boxes or bags. And he puzzled and puzzled 'till his puzzler was sore. Then the Grinch thought of something he hadn't before. What if Christmas, he thought, doesn't come from a store. What if Christmas, perhaps, means a little bit more.

No matter who you fall for, someone
somewhere will always disapprove.

Always fight until you can't anymore; then be fought for

I only have two words for you: I'm done. After everything I've done for you, every chance that I gave you, and yet you still break my heart. But it's over now. Finally I've realized that I don't deserve this and honestly, you don't deserve me. Yeah I still love you and I probably will for a long time, but I can't stay here anymore. It hurts too much. I guess this is moving on.

I lost something that's a dime a dozen.
He lost something that's one of a kind.

we don't talk for days, and i promise myself i'm mad at you,
but then you call, or text, and just like that, i don't care
how long it's been as long as we're talking.

And here I stand, with a million different problems thrown my way.
Yet I'm still standing here. All I want, is someone to stand here with me.
Something permanent.

The truth is I gave my heart away a long time ago,
my whole heart, and I never really got it back.

 -Sweet Home Alambama <3

it was him not fighting for me. i gave him the ultimatum and he let me walk away. i didn't want a life seperate from him, and that's all he could give me. it's like he's driving a car and i just want to be in the passenger seat. he's locked the door and i had to hold onto the bumper. i am not even asking him to open the door for me, just leave it unlocked and say come in, but he didn't do that. so i am hanging on to the bumper and life goes on. and the car goes on and i get really badly bruised and i'm hitting potholes and it hurts, it really hurts. so yesterday i had to let go of the bumper because it hurts too much.
-Gilmore Girls

You only hate him because you don't have him.
Because hating him is easier than admitting he hurt you...
that he got away, and you'd do anything not to hurt.You only hate him because you don't have him.
Because hating him is easier than admitting he hurt you...
that he got away, and you'd do anything not to hurt.

maybe i don't smile as much as her, and maybe i don't have
as many friends as she does; but i'll bet you she hasn't gone
through what i have. i'll bet you she never sat down on her
stairs and just cried her heart out because the whole
world is caving in, and she just couldn't take it.

"It's a strange thing, but when you are dreading something,
and would give anything to slow down time, it has
a disobliging habit of speeding up."
-Harry Potter

There's a difference between letting go
and pretending you've forgotten.

Girls read between the lines, analyze everything you say,
and her late night conversations are filled with
backspaces in what she's trying to say.

"When you don't have love, it is like there's a party
going on and everybody was invited except you, and
you just happen to walk by that house in the rain."
-Dane Cook

 

   

yeah, i'm dreaming of a white freaking christmas too

but the lies will paint it black. 

-decoratingconsistsofbookshelves