post number forty two

the problem with guys:
they make you believe they love you
when they don't.
* the problem with girls:
they make you believe they don't love you
when they do.

my old man always swore
that hell would have no flame.
just a front row seat
to watch your true love pack her things
and drive away.

"Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason.
... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, evrything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."
I wanted to believe him. But this was my life without him that he was desribing, not the other way around.
--- Stephenie Meyer 'New Moon'

i read a book,
and there was a boy like you.
it didn't work out.
and that,
that scares me.

of course i like you.
it's because i like you i dontwant to be with you. it's a
complicated emotion..
--finding nemo--

Catherine A. Porter once said " There seems to be a kind of order in the universe. In the movement of the stars, in the turning of the earth, and in the changing of the seasons. But human life is almost pure chaos. Everyone takes his stance, asserts its own rights and feelings. Mistaking the motives of others. And his own." 

does it take more strength to live a lie, or say goodbye?

You can't run from something
that was never there.

"i'm in the shower just c'mon in when you get here"

"now, i dunno if she meant come in the house or go get in the shower with her"

hahahaha

That's the problem with women.

They run away from a guy hoping that he will follow,

but when he never comes back,

she wonders why she left in the first place.

 second chances ; sure i believe in them.but it's more about believing in the one that you'regiving the second chance to.but before you decide to actually give it to themsimply think - is it worth it?


Now you'll know what it feels like to bite your tongue. Now you'll know how it feels to be the one that walks around with a knot in your stomache. I've been there and I've done it. And now you'll know what it feels like to always be afraid of everything you wanted to say. Who's sorry now?


if you only knew half as much as you pretend to


A friend is someone who understands why you likeyour strawberry sodas without any strawberries in them* Charlie Brown *


you've got 3 choices in life.. .. give in .. give up .. or [ . give it your all . ]


We could only wonder how she would be able to dust herself off And start over over again. And yet we knew, we couldn't bear for her not to and felt ever more optomistic that after all her struggles. She would someday meet her man. Her equal a man with the same charisma, love of life,and humanity she possessed. In the meantime, she'd have her friends. And the knowledge that she deserved the world.


i'm so tired of the same old"what if's" and "someday"role you're playing over and over.how about you take your lonliness,stop your lame excuses, andturn this damn situation into theright now's."